Pregnancy.

I feel like I have finally come back from the dead. I still have my bad days here and there but I am crossing my fingers the worst has passed. I had a rough first trimester to say the least. Almost rough enough to keep me from getting pregnant again (I'm slowly jumping back on the bandwagon of wanting more than one kid). ALMOST is the key word. I haven't suffered through delivery yet so let's not get too excited.


I. can't. believe. i. am. pregnant. 


I knew this chapter in my life was coming, but it's such a surreal experience to actually be living it. It's unreal to think that in less than 5 months yours truly will be a mother. I don't think the concept will ever sink in until it actually manifests itself in March. My little bundle of joy will be born in March! How EXCITING!


Corigan has been amazing. He will be an exceptional father. God put the right man in my life to not only wed but to father my children. He holds all the virtues I can possibly think of that make up the perfect husband and father. I can't wait to see him interact with our little one. The two of them will be a riot together. 


I'm getting bigger every day. It's a scary feeling to lose complete control of your body. This body no longer belongs to me. I am now sharing it with a guest who grows at a rapid speed and who has no mercy for my well being. I've loved this little guest before he/she was conceived and I will continue to love him/her throughout my pregnancy and for the rest of my living years. No one could have ever described to me how much love one can have for their own...there are no words.


I'll love you forever, I'll love you for always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be. 


There shall be an update soon with exciting news....
Boy or Girl?!?!?!


makes no difference to me :)